"Where am i before in this world?"
"Why am i here?"
"What was me before i was born?"
Weird enough for a child. I am stranger than you know :)
But then the biggest question of my life is "why am i here? The meaning and purpose of my life?", til now i still don't get it.
Life sucks. But it's still under the beautiful sky, the warm sun, the breeze with the calm trees. When it darkens, the stars light out.
I am keeping everything in my heart, so many. I just share what i choose to be shared. I know i am definitely not the most hurtful people in the world, but i'm hurtful enough. To the point that i realized i was stronger than anything.
What is the point of being stronger? When you have problems, everyone tell you to be stronger, right? Life is Cruel. When you get stronger, the stronger problems are coming, then you know, you and yourself can handle everything.
Is life a gift or just a curse? You choose.
People are watching you everytime, your every moves. They check if you are better than them or not. They feel they know what you are dealing with just by watching the outside shell. Human nature. They judge me. I judge them.
Back to the question, "what is the purpose of my life?" I can't change the world, i can't change my world to be better. I can't change my bad habits: complaining. I can't change people's heart. I don't know still what is the purpose yet, i just know it keeps flowing and i am getting stronger. Stronger than i know i could become. Just believe you can conquer everything, and do it.
When life gets hard and there's already no way out, just see the stars and how beautiful the world is. Your hard life is placed in this wonderful world.
-fransiskaheidy-
